Affections Don't Affect ♥

Futurism Wasn't About Tech But Fuckin' Certs

2012-01-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

IT'S A BAD DAY ALMIGHTY

FUCK ITTTTTTTTTTT.

Ah, I realize that if you don't have that piece of paper cum plastic you are going NOWHERE.

well you can look to jobs like loansharks and drug traffickers. they earn a lot and cost a lot too.

BUT IT'S NEVER LASTING -.-

Why so realistic :( I hate this world. Why can't we trade for things we want.

Have more choices and without the need of being so uptight that drives people mad ._.

Then work for the dirtiest thing on earth yet values much more then a toilet roll.

MONEY, YES YOUR KA-CHING KA-CHING.

Aiyah what to do leh, cry meh.

But because we're all born with no spoons in our mouths and only to earn so our future kids have spoons in their mouth. WALAO EH.

If I'm king of the world I'll give free house for needy people to live in and provide simple but good pay jobs to uncle and aunties and heavily subsidized or free education to kids.

Because I king ma, so much money can spend on what. The money let me go shopping also cannot spend finish. Enough of all my talking cock I just URGH.

Okay nevermind bye.

Reunion Dinner Of The Year

2012-01-23T03:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ♥
ang pows for me? ♥♥

Sup! Just here to share with you some photos I took when I was having te reunion dinner :)

Hehehe, these are some photos that I took with my love and I edited them :)
Nice right! hee~ Oh how I miss my baby boy :(

& my cuzz Vonne and my baby cuzz ♥

Alright, that's really that much more te dinner! ♥
So tired ah.

Cherio!~♥

Miracle

2012-01-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hey ya lei hou! (Hello)
-Warm Welcome-

Hi guyzz I promised to update regularly didn't I?♥
Hehe! Alright today is saturday right?♥
I WENT SHOPPING WITH MY LAOGONG!♥♥♥
Heheee~ I'm all over the moon! :D
I brought long jeans, one T-shirt and a couple T-shirt with hubby :) Uh my hubby got himself a formal but not formal material formal. LOL. Aw man! they're so costly! **** but very nice :) because I've a Designer Enricoco Lam (so sexy) help me choose :B Yeah I'm so happy with what I buy right now :)

But.... :(

(photos edited @picnik)

It feels like I've lesser time to spend with my love :(
THIS SUCKS!
I've school, hubby is starting school....
AND PROBABLY NIGHT SCHOOL.
AW C'MON NIGHT SCHOOL? SO WHERE'S THE TIME I'M GOING TO SPEND WITH YOU? :(
*sniff sniff*
Urgh I hope that does not happens :/
But nevertheless our love won't fade even when time does not approve us together. And whoever evades our love. Nobody will evade our love. Understand you evil doers? Me Hate You!**

Anyway He loves me as much as I love him so we'll brave through all the stupid obstacles even if it would cost me.

Oh~! Dragon year has come and I already felt in a dilemma. Because this year's not a good year for Dogs and my love's zodiac is dog. But it's great for me because it's PIGGY. Mew~

Anyway I hope my lovey honey doesn't get into trouble :/
I love him so much that I can talk about him for the whole day not getting tired or sick of it! AWW isn't love amazing?

Lol, when there's trouble or evil there's always a golden rule that protects us from it.

He says: my girlfriend don't like.

I say: my boyfriend don't like.

LOL! Great isn't it?

Anw gonna stop here because somebody is whining that he's bored and he wants me to play with him :)

Cherio!~♥

Chasing Dragons Of 2012

2012-01-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! ♥

Oh new year already? Urgh.

What a lame picture to start a post. SHIT!

Hey yo! It's new year already. & I'm just starting the year towards have my N levels.

Time really flies, when I think of it, it was years since all my stupid jokes surfaced.

I'll lay down flat with my new found best friend meeting my every night, Homework. -.-

Urgh, can you believe it that I would do homework? Never! -.-

Anyway I've wake up and face the loathsome reality of needing certs to get moneh.

Tsk, what is this world becoming? How I wish times were back in the old days where people wear leafs for underwear :D

But anyway to live in the luxury we all have to work hard. (too hard!)

Aw. Anyway NEW year resolutions for me in the year.

Lol, let me share with you a new year resolution I heard from my school's fav art teacher.

She says she wanna look and feel pretty for the year in school!

Dress up, when her lipstick fades She'll go have it on. wow, cool man!

But lol, she also says it won't last for the whole entire year but it's see how long can it last.

nice philology huh ;)

Well, my new year resolution is to actually work hard for my N and hopefully promote to sec 5.

But I really wanted to go for art schools but... It's so costly! :(

Anyway, all the best for me me me :)

Next! I want to stop all that unhappiness video repeating itself for the next coming 365 days.

C'mon, watching a video that replays all the time is so boring!

Time to refresh it :)

Next! Is to actually keep my blog up to date :/

It feels kinda sad having to loooooooooose all my readers (I know there's at least one or two) and they just don't come back. LOL.

Fret Not! I will do it :)

I mean like c'mon! I look like a present unwarped :(

Heh, After I had a loving boyfriend Enrico, I just have to put less makeup. (because he doesn't like it!) Anyway it's really getting so weird because Every Woman Needs Sufficient Makeup To Survive! LOL Anyway it's for WOMAN. W.O.M.A.N. Ok, so I'm half that makes me a lady, HEE!

Okay, STOP DIGRESSING.

Actually this is all I've to think of new year other than getting rich from all the uncles and aunties.

._.

Anyway! I along with my class almighty mateys deco-ed my school's classroom notice broad and we like won the third prize!

*Happyhappy*

Lol but you know the prize was actually those one pack one dollar got 10 pens inside....

C'mon, they could use a little bit of creativity man! =.=

But anw I'm happy we at least got something.

Here's the photo!

Like it? I LOVE IT!

Anw, I don't have much much more to say I just want two things to end STRAIGHT!

My pros & my bloody two year M1 Line _l_!!

Anw their like soon soon soon so I've just gotta wait.

(Until then someone would not have to keep their phones in their pants hehe)

♥Muacks, Gotta goooooo~ ♥

PS:

To my dearest Deborah Cute Koh,

I WANT TO SEE YOU IN SCHOOL WITH ME! :( I MIZZZZ YOUUUUUU ♥

come to school la okie? ♥ you ♥

-Adious.

Life

2011-10-22T05:26:00.000+08:00

Hi, it’s been such a long time ever since I touched my blogger. Now, I really want to talk about things I’ve seen, felt, heard and touched.

I really miss those days when everything seems funny; nothing was really out in the odds. All of the fun stayed and laughers lasted like forever. I really do miss those times... Don’t You?

Fun times aren’t they?

The only thing I say it’s treasurable.

Charlene K’hoho & Tingyoon Laoquan.
My hostel’s best friends

She’s a good girl.

My dearest of them all in my life.

I really really hope that good times like this don’t just vanish like thin air.

Yeah, everyone agreed that each and everyone of us changed, moved on, leaving everyone in odd numbers, slowly gapping out the thin line we all had.

Yeah, everyone changed to someone more evil or more realistic but hey, it’s not the end of the world yet. I believed all of us were all born evil. But just a little bit. Not very much. I regretted much not to pursue what’s important for me and led myself to astray. But what I regretted most was actually not giving myself a good look in the mirror. And giving friends a mirror to look at themselves. Shouldn’t we all look at our own distraught faces first before putting any actions on our own faithful hands? Who’re the ones we’re really hurting? Us? Family? Every fuckin’ single soul who cared? I really wanted to make things right. But making things right would cost me a lifetime of worries. Should I? –I Shouldn’t.

Lives are being lived by our own. We were all born with our own mind and thinking. One may not be the same as the others but all’s aims the same.

When tragic falls, it’s always us changing ourselves unwillingly. We all know it’s wrong and it’ll hurt real badly, but we still changed to someone unfamiliar with each other. But you have a choice. You really do. Stop giving yourselves a selfish reason to change and be what you don’t wish to be. Deep down inside everyone, there’s still an angel of you thinking and struggling. “Hey, take it easy. You’ll pull through this obstacle like you always do. Just don’t give up of yourselves and get up on your feet and walk. There’s no light too far. No darkness that conquers forever. If darkness gets in forever, won’t there be no second chance? Give yourself this second chance now. It’s okay if you’ve been bad for a long time, or did something unforgivable. Forgive yourself and change for yourself. Just. Please.”

Friends, listen to me. Stop changing to someone you don’t even know. You’re not gonna only hurt yourself but people around you who cares for you.

Let me share you this story, there had a family which was quite one complete one, but the father was a drunkard. He keeps drinking and smoking and showed violence to the little girl and the mother. But nevertheless the mother never failed to protect the little girl. The mother was just like an angel to that little girl. She loves her mother a lot.

But as days, weeks, years passed, the father was caught for committing crime and was sent to imprisonment for a year. And that’s when the mother decided to divorce with the father. The father was devastated; he’s tears unseen by his wife and child. But he had to carry on anyway. When he was released from prison he joined the family. Because there wasn’t any money for anyone to get a better home separated. Yes. Although the man changed a lot but it was only for a short period of time. The drinking and smoking continued. So as the violence he had towards the family. But this time he left with a woman he knew elsewhere. And he was found dead after a week of marriage with the woman. The mother and the child fight of survival in the society.

As the mother ages day by day, the child grew up to be a lady. But not a mature one. She learned all the bad stuffs the world knows. Smoking, truancy, all sorts of bad things a rebellious kid would do. Finally drugs came to her. Yes she tried, she got hooked, she had an addiction for it. Guilt often caught her consciousness but the smell of the drugs lifted her from being repentant. Because of her unresisting addiction she have to take drugs to keep her ‘alive’. And you guessed it. On that faithful day she was caught possessing and consuming drugs with her bunch of junkies. She was sentenced to imprisonment. During the days of her confinement she learned a lot that she neglected someone so dearly to her. Her only mother. Her only mother would visit her, talk to her, show care and concern without any complaints. Her mother is already in her sixties. How hard for her to squeeze in bus and mrt taking long trips to changi? Then she realised her mistakes and turn over a new leaf. Repaying what her mother done for her willingly. Her friends left like birds flying. The only one left was her mother. How much can a mother do for her only kid? There’s no one standing forever for you except for the ones who love you. Don’t neglect the ones who protects and loves you so much and befriend with people of a different heart.

Now She Changed Her Life, Without Giving Reasons And Excuses.

Now Maybe It’s Your Turn?

Mess.

2011-10-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

My life is in a mess now.
If only I know that I can reverse time & stop the mistakes growing.
I guess it's better I'm stupid to not know I'll regret for not choosing the right path but nevertheless I failed myself and failed to even have faith.
Then I failed to mould my future to the top.
Then I failed my mother's expectation for me.
Then I failed everything and in time then it will all be a cycle all over again.
When will I even meet all the criteria for good.
Life Is Hard, But I Made It Harder.

But still I've got my Love's support :) I Love You!
Are You Reading?

Never Did He Leave.

Run run, her kiss is a vampire kiss ;)

2011-08-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hello! I’m so damned in the good mood to blog now! J Good news! My babe Charlene is back at Gracehaven! I’m so happy! But she’ll only be out after two months! L sadsad! Oh how much I wish to see her real soon! L I went to nex today! Met my love at tiongplaza & ate the most horrible curry chicken rice ever at tiong’s kopitiam L I swear I’ll stick to my house’s coffee shop downstairs’ duck rice! Yumyum! J Oh I went to nex for Love’s Grandma’s birthday present. I suggested handbags lol because food would turn cold and there will be so much food there. Small gifts seemed to be small! LOL so i think like me, like me like those bag lah wallet lah cute stuffs even no propose it to also nevermind LOL so i picked a bag with my love for her! Picked a elegant bag which looks like expensive but not LOL and appropriate for dinner and functions. I’m so smart right! HAHA FAKE. But also there’s a promo going on if i spend 50 or 40 i get a free keychain. I thought of buying something else so I can get that keychain lol! I eas only short of 10 bucks! And it can be attached to the bag I picked with Love. But lol ended up buying a very cute necklace! Teehee! Baby picked it for me! Actually I wanted a wallet for a change but lol the wallet all so leather and don’t suit my liking. HA. So he picked a cute bear necklace for me! Sweet boy right? J Awww let me show you J

Cute and pretty isn’t it? I’m so happy LOL I didn’t realise it until now because I never thought that being pampered felt so princess like! LOL okay shhhhhhhhhhhhhhutup. KUP. HAHAHA. Oh and I brought a very nice dairy! So lucky me it was on discount! It was actually 14.90 but I got it at 8! Teeheeeeeeee! Oh I show you J

Pretty hor! Inside more pretty!

Vintage! J

Awwww enough of my craps.

And I was browsing my LG lollipop and i saw numerous photos like this.

Edited!

Teehehee! Camwhore abit w my new necklace :B

Will you look at her cute face :x

Zombie! (my eye so horrible)

I want your sexyback!~ ♥

Xia Lan Once Again.

Hello! I'm tiny white!

Hello! I bite!

The two pussies in action. LOL

HAHAHA. Alright. Enough for today! Feel so happy today! Especially that Love’s family was having quite a good impression on me even before they see me! LOL & he’s Grandma seems to be happy. HAHA and babyboy is very happy too! That makes me very happy too! Happy babygirl! J Hehehehehehe J

ILoveMyLifeVeryMuchRightNow;
Muacks!
LoveMyBabyBoy;
LoveMyJeuJeu;
&LoveMyMummyBestOfCourse!

Ciao! ♥

It was about 24/07/2011! ♥

2011-08-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello! pardon me for not really updating my blog from so long :( That day I went to sheesha w mylove, darren, saybeng and of course my love Jeujeu After that we went to Newton Circus for food ♥.♥ Alot of photos were inside Love's iphone so i could not transfer all to my lappy :( Sadmax! :( But hey i got a little piece of it :)

OMG look at this! Jeu's fav stingray, my satay carrotcake Darren and Love's fav si hum

Hahahaha sinful meal!

Look at jeu's spasm face eating the bloody satay +-+

hahaha look at the retards!

Hahaha! The facial expression never changes huh!

:) Will update somewhat events I have in life soon I hope :)

Tatas~ :) We should eat like this again real soon. But a better place I hope lol the food there was actually very disappointing :( Maybe it's frog porridge next time! HAHA

Bye! ♥

Heliew!

2011-07-28T01:34:00.001+08:00

Hi! I really need all of your help doing this! I need your votes for the Dell Switch On To Inspiration Contest!
Please vote me at ♥ This link! ♥
& not only that!
♥ The event is giving away $10 shopping vouchers each week for the first 250 voters! ♥

The closing date for submissions is 12th August 2011 ♥

For More Details, Please Click Here!

Please Cast Your Votes! Thank You Very Much! ♥.♥

Want to win S$1000 + A laptop? Simply join Dell Blog & Win Contest and submit a simple blog entry! #DellINSPIRON

2011-07-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

Want to win S$1000 + A laptop? Simply join Dell Blog & Win Contest and submit a simple blog entry! #DellINSPIRON

Husband&Wife Forever

2011-07-23T19:03:00.000+08:00

Miss Him So Very Much Right Now ♥

Last Wednesday! Good Time Fun!

2011-07-22T15:54:00.001+08:00

Dance In The Dark !

Hello! I went to Plaza Singapura last wednesday w Myhubby♥ MyLovestMummy♥ !

LOL EXTRA FACE BEHIND!

Cute!

HAHAHAHA LOOK AT THIS!

Had alot of fun heeheehee. We just went in to Daiso to shop lol since mum favs are always of this sort :)

LOL LEPAK LEPAK! LOOK AT MY MUM! GANGSTERISM!

Baby so kewt :)

DARREN! LOL

Hello! This is my husband :)

OHOHOH! I'm PROUD TO PRESENT YOU:......

TANJONGRHU! (SayBeng The Ginna Tao)

Oh & Darren & SayBeng came along not long after. We ate KFC :/ I tell you! It's my worst eating exprience in that SP KFC! It sucks! Max! I Swear!!! >:( The day i went there it was crowded but soon after there were seats available for all of us. But then it's bloody dirty! I swear! Some chicken skin on the chair, tissue on the floor, eaten trays of trash not being cleared & worst of all the service from the cashier simply SUCKS. I mean like it really sucks! Okay here's a little convo i had with a indian cashier...

Me: Can I have this *points at the new food product board* and a two piece chicken meal and cheese fries?
Cashier: Uhhh both same. Change the colesaw to cheese fries?
Me: (obviously not) This one got cheese one leh. No add on.
Cashier: ...(don't get what I'm trying to say) *calls manager for help*

Then this Lady dressed differently from the other workers as to show she is the manager & she took over the order.

Lady: Yes can I have your order?
Me: Can I have the two piece chicken meal and this? *points again* and cheese fries.
Lady: Okay, the colesaw you want to change into cheese fries?
Me: (WTF) No, add on.
Lady: Okay what drink you want?
Me: One Root Beer One Pepsi
Lady: *get busy with what i ordered* Having here or takeaway?
Me: Having Here.
Lady: *take this take that while I'm looking* Total would be $$$
My Mum: *pay & requested more tissue so i helped her to ask*
Me: Got tissue?
Lady: *POINTS AT THE TISSUE ON THE TRAY*
Me: EXTRA TISSUE.
Lady: *take some put on tray*
Me: WA KNN LIMBEI PAJIAO. KUA BO TISSUE.

WOW. I mean like, Hey Excuse Me! You're asking for the obvious is it? Shit! I'm that blind is it? Fuck You! Then When I sat down and started to eat i tasted the both similiar meals and.....

THEY BOTH TASTED THE SAME.

Ohfuckreally! Do they not understand simple english? Okay then I just really got very pissed and I complained to my hubby and darren.

Me: I really feel like spitting the colesaw at her face. Sucks. I really want to go to the counter and stuff some chicken wings into her mouth and tell her to go back study basic english.

That's not it. She got my hubby's wrong order too, OMGWTF?! Tsk after all the disgustingness mum decided to go SuperBowl! Yeah & Darren & SayBeng went cine afterwards. So we went to superbowl and waited for a bloody taxi for as long as 25 minutes i bet :/

Finally! Reached and went into the place. It was so big lol, i mean, okok la. The superbowl i went to was Safra Mount Faber. Very near my house! just at 2 Telok Bangah Rd :) Then I played with mummy first. Walao! I was so noob at playing bowling. wtf the ball just keep went into the drain. WALAO MUM OWNAGE ME MAX. After that i play with my hubby! HAHAHAHA it was so funny i tell you! he run until the lane there liao he just SUDDENLY U-TURN. HAHAHA. Then just after he's turn was my turn. Guess what happened? LOL. when i was swinging the ball I lost grip of the ball and it reversed... -.- Walao! Damn Laokui! HAHAHA. somemore so many people were playing lol but lucky the lane we played in was the end of the bowling lanes so not much people saw what we did. HAHA. and mum was laughing like mad when she saw what we did. LOL. oh damn! sure it was fun! :)

Afterwards we just tabao food from below my block and ate and went to bed :)
It was so fun and enjoyable! LOL Mum had her best off day ever.
Muacks Love You Mummy! :) Teehee!
Love My Hubby Tooz! :)

Ciao! ♥

I'm walking in the sun & around & around ♥

2011-07-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hey! I’m really into this song called ‘Titanic’ by DjTiesto. Really, I swear this song makes me have the feeling of crying. I don’t know why. Today I went to see a doctor for my cough, flu and phlegm. Been trying to get it over for more than a week. After that i went to see mummy for lunch and i had black pepper beef steak! Nice J and baby had chicken chop. Then we went to West Mall & met Jeujeu, Liting, Darren & Saybeng. We had a great time at the arcade. Played ddr with jeujeu and see baby & co. Doing retarded things -.- walaoooooooo. Not forgetting the spam face and the down syndrome clap. Ohgod. Really, all seems like fun J let the pictures do the talking J

Off to the doctor!

wear shoe so long =___=

Smile! walao he's face abit forced :(

Teehee ♥

Cute!

what's he scratching anw? :x

he said there's a ghostly orb on his face -.-

Oh! It's done :) looked so funny and cute right? ;) Aww, baby is going to complain that I'm starring at the computer too much, That's all for now. MuacksBye!

xoxo, Leave Love As It Is,At It's Purely Untouched Scene.

Wait For It To Bloom ♥

Euphoria.

2011-07-11T02:17:00.000+08:00

Euphoria.

Hello rotten blogger, how’s life being outdated? J

It was a nuaing weekend for me this week. It’s been so freaking long since i when out to town or shopping. I guess Singapore is that boring. :/ But hey! I have my love with me at home to accompany me J We went to tiong bahru plaza to get some horror movies to watch at home! It was just naise! Specially the Japanese one, ‘Final Call’. It was more of meaningful then scary J but there’s one more from thai, ‘Art Of The Devil’. It’s not very scary for me too :/ i just wanna watch some very scary movie! Lemme show you how it looks like....

Final Call

Art Of The Devil

Cool right? Sigh, I’m kinda at loss of words but awww. Maybe because i feel right very in a collision now. I wish, i hope, i try to get your guilt right to the truths but I wonder how much effort do i need to put into, how much will you feel your conscience. But i guess things happen for a reason so then maybe i’ll have to think about myself. But i’ve did tried hard to get to you but i guess i never did reach you. Maybe because of the shortage time we spent or the drifting did too much effort on us. But then again the biggest question to our problems were because that we had a change of thinkings but never did bring it out. So it was left untouched, all the way until maybe one of us sees it, or never will we see. How sad will that be? Please, Don’t Go. I loved you like the same. No matter today, tomorrow or yesterday. I Love You Like The Same I Swear. No more lies okay? Love You.

I’m gonna be a good girl! I promise. Maybe i sucked at a lot of things but i never will deny, run or hide from it. All she has to do was tell me J I’ll be a lucky happy bitch if she reads this J

My Love, you’re always that cute you knowwwww~ hehehe. Baby! Thanks for accompanying me in this weekend watching movies at home and eat my very black and over toasted toast J hehehe. Baby! You better go see a doctor like soon okay. Your rashes are getting worst L & yes, i love you J

Ciao! ♥

Love&Misses To The Both of You...

It's Love I'm Talkin' Bout.

2011-07-04T20:23:00.001+08:00

Yes! it's monday! but this monday is so special because it's youth day!♥.♥

Sorry My Classmates :( I Couldn't Make It To The Class Outing! :( *puppy eyes*

But I sure have my fun too :) It's Mom's Off-day today, along with my love three of us had lunch and walked around tiong bahru plaza the whole afternoon :) Naise! Had fun and laughter altogether & the day was just simply filled with Love :)

Fuxk! these few days I was fretting about my hair and I wanted a proper haircut so badly! But walao, nowadays the haircuts are just simply EXPENSIVE so I'll just skip since I just wanted a trim ._. But when I could find a haircut salon with a acceptable price I have to wait. ohfuxk! i hate waiting for such things :/ So as usual my pattern and straight forwardness I don't want to cut anymore ._. So weird right?! Zzzz. Oh well, it can't be helped :)

& Imma good girl! i stay at home when it's getting late! :) Life can be very loving and fun when you're spending with someone you love right? :) Awww, somebooodeeeee is going to giansong when he reads this :/ But oh well! does he even reads it or not? :/ Naw, it doesn't matter teehee if he doesn't means i could always nag and rampage my page with his complains. HAHAHAHA.

Okay, I think it's really getting lame on this post. Aw fuxk I just want to keep it alive and kicking when i can teehee.

But sure it's been sometime since i wrote stuffs like that. Right? :/ keep it as a good thing then! :/

IMMA BE 99% Love 1%Paranoia ♥

PS: Really! I'm getting really annoyed by MyLove! :{ He just reads and keep smiling and laughing wo bu zhi dao for what... Then he'll burst out a sudden laughter -_____-
What's wrong with him? -.-

K. Enough of his non-sense i had enough like duh ._.

but he is sooooooo cuteeeeeee urgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :/ Muacks.

Alright! Gotta Go~

oh! here's a picture! :D

Awwwwwwww :) Love You!

The Sweetest Kind ♥

2011-07-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

Hey! :) It's a sunday today! And I'm rotting at home :( Ever since i came out, things changed? A horrible thing happened to me! but nevertheless i'm not gonna mention anw :/ it's just very extreme. :/ Oh, bless me.

Ya'know, i have this boyfriend who is so IRRITATING. YES I MEAN IT. :/ after waking up from a hibernation, he just play his stupid iphone game ._." and all his games are like some rpg or some retarded chopping game. Really! he just keep playin and playing and playing. i just sian lor. :( but anw i tried to keep myself entertained with retarded games too. WTF! -.- then i get bored with the games i play already i simply HAVE NOTHING TO DO. Then i don't know whether to slap his face for playing so much games or kiss hi and say he is so cute ._. *HELP* and when he play the games he always will just suddenly... SHOUT. :kill you ah! chop chop chop chop* wa! cb ah knn! fuck! kill you! i killlllllll you! RAWR. and i just.... : ._." slap him for scolding so much vulgarities. *sigh* i hate apple iphone 4 i swear ._. walao. i din't know he is also such another game addict like me ._. but he is unbelieveable ._. and here's a little strip of convo i had with him.

mylove: Baby! let's go!

me: go where?

mylove: go eat la!

me: oh you remember ah ._.

mylove: fro the start i remember ah!

me: eat your ihpone la ._."

mylove: Noooooooo~ let's go eat~

Me: let me feed you ._.

Mylove: ......

LOL. it's irritatingly funny right? if i were really to be mad at him it wouldn't last for a minute ._. Oh! now his the one screaming to go have lunch now :/ mygod. ain't he CUTE. because i just keep typing this entry. HAHAHAHA. hope he's retarded after reading this, LOL HAHAHAHA. oh well! cannot let my love hunger stay long! gonna feed him 9999999 iphones :) TEEHEE! (im just kidding) Aww, See'ya!

HE IS CUTE RIGHT?! LOL.

Goodbyebyebye ♥

‎Sunday, ‎3 ‎July, ‎2011 ♥ 4:53:32 PM

And I Guess What's Left Was Goodbye.

2011-06-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hello, It's been real long since i blogged. Guess I'm really spechless of the things are going. I guess i was blinded by everything/everyone that has happened. But Life can be really Unpredictable when it's all left for you to think. oh well it can't be helped i guess? Since all i could do was give neutral comments and most certainly "goodluck" ? Sigh, at the rate things are going, Life is becoming a endless cycle of shit. No wonder people get sick of living. Cause if you don't find the way of living, nothing works. But i do hope things work out for me. Gonna stop everything bad and turn it into good. All the best for me!

It's been ages since i stepped in school. i wondered how school is and how is my first day gonna be like. Maybe a lot of rants and scoldings screwing into me. For not completing my homework! Heehee, I've no reasons for not completing it because i should have :/ even try :/ RAWR. forget it. stop all these nonsense before i think it's wasting a ton of my time.

Mum is real happy when i returned home. She definately is :) So am i. But it does mean i have to go through all those funny things again. all over again. Sigh~ I'm not able to return to 'paradise'. It was a place for me to revitalise man! Oh shag~ But i do look at the good's of it. at least i can do what i want now! ♥

It's Getting Real Late, I'mma go pack my stuffs & sleep alreadeh. Muacks! Goodthenight, SweetestDreams ♥

AND! If ever i do have people asking stupid questions about me then AWW forget it DON'T ASK. HEEHEE.

& I'm not going to just give in for what happens, I'm standing strong on my side, keeping faith until love is found, If love does not find me i'll wait. For the right one to come. & if one denies the love he has, Once&Twice I try, but no avail, I'm giving it all up.

Remember, It's not me being heartless.
You were the one giving up first, even yet i gave it all.
You Let It Go.
So.....

Goodbye. Faithless Love.

Faithless ;

27062011~0351

Adrenaline High.

2011-05-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

Hi!, I'm out of the apathetic days, All Chloe'x Stoic want is to have fun! ♥

Even after so long of tolerance i guess i still cannot tolerate no longer since after the veil has been revealed but I've seen much more scarier things i ought to see. Aww, it's actually okay considering it does not go into my blood or brain. I'm still a normal human being who just needs to breathe drink and eat. I've good friends i treasure. Although it's under one hand but that one handful of people makes my life full.if i were to lose one single i would have lost a battle. Although it feels a little loss after the break up but i'm still glad for that person and myself. the difference of our minds are much too far apart. nothing can really link up much. But also that means someone who shares the same thinking is waiting for us. :) Have i grown taller or fatter or maybe the slightest maturity has gone into my mind? i hope so, because it really sucks to have a mind that stuffs all the weird things.

may it be disgusting or whatever fuck that is, it's all over! :) I'm going to get back what I've loss during the periods of chaos! i promise! i'm gonna get all back! my youth ! hehehe. *yawn*! i'm still as lazy as ever. but nevertheless my reason for waking up so early is to go Gracehaven & attend Praise&Worship. i guess maybe that's my activity for the day :x AW! I"M HUNGRY! I need to eat now. I think i will update more if i know someone is reading? LOL.

Ciao! ♥

BAIBAI! ♥♥♥

Apathetic.

2011-05-15T13:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, It sure does hurt me a lot when i think of those times in the past.
especially someone that being hard to decipher. Nevertheless i endured from day one till now. But not every single season i could endure and not blow up. Sometimes when i do, you wouldn't know. Yes, it breaks me when i told you that you do not understand me and you deny. I wonder if all you do is trying to prove me wrong by words or actions but not listening from my perspective? I've got real tired of nagging, saying, doing. Now, all i want is you to understand? Yes, i do appreciate that your kindness and love to me was true and lasting. But that's not what i desire. What i desire is that you would be understanding and mature. To you, maybe you still could get my mind or catch what i'm trying to say but i hope you can wake up one day. I know that nobody is perfect but we all work to perfection. I hope you could stop acting like a child? That's all i asked for. You can hate me or ignore me for being such a straight forward but. That's actually what i only asked from you.

TikTok, Time Ain't Waitin' For Ya, ♥

Love,

Chloe.

Siansiansian.

2011-05-01T04:57:00.001+08:00

i'm so bloody bored.
let's watch vid on youtube! hehehe.

I Miss Everything About You.

2011-04-30T18:02:00.001+08:00

Hi, I'm back to blog. Hahaha. It's been so long since i write in.
i guess i didn't feel like to because i got sick of everything already.
if something was to happen before hand it was already expected by me.
but sometimes i can't even expect. before it's either that i shouldn't or nothing is there for me to expect.
After all the things that i've been through i guess i've seen enough jokes and soap operas.
sometimes i do hope i could loop myself out of this cycle that is continuing hurting me.
i've doubts in my imaginary judgement yet being indecisive whether do i believe in myself or not.
sometimes i felt like feeling life is like a puppet.
when there's someone pulling strings.
i hope, i wish, i tried to pull myself out from the controls i've got.
but soon after i've got no courage to do so.
i've became so helpless about it then i decided to just let it off.
& let time take my time instead of taking my time to happiness.
I really do miss out a lot of things i guess...
but where am i supposed to go to find myself?
i felt that we're livin' in two very different worlds.
you like branded i like cheap stuffs.
you like money i like freedom
you indulge into luxury and the only thing i hope is to feel a glimpse of happiness.
you might get obsessed but i'm just neutral.
because all i wanted was just a simple life.
i know what i want, but it seems to be a little dangerous.
because you still leave me in horror.
that's perhaps what you'll never know.
even if you do... there's nothing to mend to this.
it's like a river, to the sea. you've got me deep into the cold ocean. it's too deep that it cuts my life instead of yours.
how much i hope i could be a time traveler.
by then, i know that i won't want to have you. i know you weren't for me.
by then, i would have learnt.
by then..... happiness would've been waiting for me.
by then, i realize that love was a option not something compulsory.
by then, mummy would be my everything.
by then, all i wanted was...... happiness?

JudithJovell,
Dearest sister,
i hope you'll get to see this because i really hope you do will.
it's been weeks since i last see you?
i miss you.
i wonder are you fine or not, whether do you need my accompany.
wonder if you're doing good or you need my help.
i keep thinking about you but i never did call you.
because if i call you, i don't know what to say....
we've been through so much that not a day is enough to say what we've been through.
Darling, do you miss me? because i do miss you very much.
i hope you could call me or message me.
even if you're verbally attacking me i wouldn't mind.
i just want you to talk to me, remember me.
i would never want to see you walk away.
please come back soon. i'm waiting at the tunnels to the past.
for so much you've teached me, Thank You.
for so much you've shared with me, Love You.
for so much you've been going through, JiaYou.
Don't give up babe, if the one you need is me, i'll be right there.

i promise. just me. no matter what.
i'll give you anything, just let me be with you.

Love,
Chloe.

Unaffected.

2011-02-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Unaffected Being Emotionless.

Learn To Let Go, Memories.

Get Over Whats Hard & Accomplish The Impossible.

Nothing Is Stronger Than The Heart And Mind.

Life Experiences Is Richer Than Anything.

"Remember Unripe Maggie Soh"

Understand, Understood.

Hey G/Red Apple,

Thanks A Lot.

Much Appreciated.

Sorry My Love J.
Should Have Looked Deeper.

Learn.

Take Over Control~

2011-01-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

Nobody emo one la! (:

CLUBBING TONIGHT!

who is with me!? (:

Hello,

2010-12-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

it's been so long since i blog.

probably because of the un-fated fate with the internet. ha,

but first to say, i realized that some people just come and go but those true friends stays.

all the tiredness makes me fall but i'll wake up to the next dawn to stand up again.

thankyou to all those who stayed, much appreciated.

lastly, going home have never been the same, it's different.

didn't have much to say but lastly,

thank you mum, for understanding me, during those hard times, glad that you'll take the turn to change your thinking.

mostly, thank you darling, for taking care of mummy when im not around, taking in hardships without complains,

i love you alot, mwuarks (:

thank you darling for being so understanding and patient.

darling, i know i sucked but i would take time.

hope you understand,

alrights, love those who love me,

god bless.

Waka Waka~

2010-10-25T08:28:00.000+08:00

That title came from my school post exam activity -.-

Videography ._.

(waka waka eh eh~!!)

LOLLOLLOL.

that song nice okay~

(waka waka eh eh waka waka eh eh!~)

Eh.

ENOUGH.

._.

Haven slept since yesterday night zzzz ):

Mocha's fault! D:

(it's time for africa! -.-)

F.I.M.

Today is such a fun day!

2010-10-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hehehe!

Today is such a fun day!

because i went to Escape Theme Park with Darling! :D

MUA ;*

like fun only hahaha darling lost to me in go-kart racing

(*sat sat face*)

He shag hahaha.

but he also very sweet la got zai me in go-kart for two person de.

hahaha he violent sia ):

had lots of fun and i liked the pirate ship the most!!

heeheheheeee~

then got one more the wet&wild also very gehyan.

hahahaha darling excited then abit scared roflmao

so cute!~

mua!
hahaha okay don't lisiao him already later he see my blog tmr he wanted me hahaha

okay no photos ah paisey cuz i lazy take lah.

okay la one more thing i scared the haunted house la k *sigh*

okayokay nightnights mua, bye (:

I'm so fucking my life upside down

2010-10-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

so what if you're OH-SO-HOT-SHOT.

you really think you fierce mey?

rofl lol hardcore fml maximum

When I Think Of You,

2010-10-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

It's you who make me stronger,

You're no better then me.

No one is able to screwing my life.

I get the best things in my life and fuck those who don't.
fuck you for being so negative.
it's not like you have a big thing in your life and even if you do it doesn't concern me.
stop getting in here to fuck around with me.
just leave me fucking alone.

Think Thank Thonk Thump.

2010-10-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

Darling makes me smile like this. (;

he's the sweetener of my life (:

i love him !

okayseriouslyilostmythinkingaboutwhattoblogso

BYE. (:

I want my life to be so damn havoc (:

2010-10-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

Nice anot? (:

Hello!

I want to be lethal!
because fierce is a step to success!

I want to be heartless!
because friends all are shot gun!

I want to be cute!
to keep my boyfriend falling in love with me :x

I want to be a Billionaire~
SO FUCKING BAD.
To buy all the things i never had.

Enough of craps (:

Mummy!,

2010-10-07T16:23:00.000+08:00

Mum, i would miss you a lot if i went MIA.

who would be there to teach you how to deposit money?
who would make you laugh?
who would joke with you?
who would eat dinner with you?
who would smoke with you?
who would share secrets with you?
who would sleep with you?
who would help you?
who would fuck the person if the person bully you?
who would...

Used to be my late father, but it seems like the job has passed down to me.
Mummy, i wonder.
How would your life be when i'm not around?
would you miss me?
would you find me?
would you want me back?
even if i'm unacceptable?
would i still be fortunate to be your daughter always?
would you accept me for who am i going to be?
Mum, i would never want to leave you.
you know i can really not bear to leave you.
i would miss you so damn much.
But this time i have to.
I'm sorry.
I just got sick of faces that 'cared'.
They give me a super sick feeling.
trying to fake that they care.
OhMyGod i just omfgwtf what can i say.
Mum, not matter where am i, i will be around you, protecting you.
not letting you get into harm.
how much i wish i can transform into a different appearance being close to you, keeping safe with you.
while you don't know a thing.

Mum, the future me could be the grief of you.
But nevertheless how much you hate me i'll love you still so much.
i know you used to fuck me hard into my senses but it don't work for me.
mum,
maybe you'll live happier better off without me.
i'm such a troublesome kiddish daughter.
Mum, always know that i'll be your only naughty daughter.
you'll never be replaced in my heart.

Mum, you're irreplaceable & i love you always (:

Forever!

2010-10-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

LOOK!

Aren't they adorable (=

Me.

2010-10-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

Me.

Zzz, today school is sooooooo tiring.

i slept the whole day hahaha.

& Fabrianne sot me. lollollollol.

because i kisiao lol.

dancedancedance (:

Okay, time to get down to serious.

Urgh, these few days are like sooo sad LOL.

i don't know...

My time's coming to an end.

fuck, just how much do i have to take in until i can let go?

i missed my old days.

i missed myself.

My real self.

but it's never going to come back!

The future is changing me, the obstacles i faced makes me stronger, the people around me makes me feel heartless for them.

yeah, I'm supposed to be heartless, having such a life, will have such a person.

but who the hell cares anw fuck them.

They. Just. Give. Me. Fake. Smiles. And. Faces.

i got so so so so sick of it i just don't want to elaborate it anymore.

& i decided to ruin my whole life being someone havoc, heartless, couldn't care less, fuck those people who fuck with me and seriously i have little fear of little things so, give me all you got if you want me.

Mum, I'm sorry.

I disappointed you like you disappointed me.

so we're --- quits.

I guess Councillors are just some people too bored of life and want to get into people like me.

Or they work for money.

Oh Well, I COULDN'T CARE LESS.

Friends = Betrayers.

Best Friends = Backstabber first in place.

Sisters?, you & i know it well.

Love? i don't know, perhaps the best thing on earth for me, and deadliest thing to me known to the whole life of mine.

People come and go.

Strangers needless to say.

Everything good will turn into dust.

That's when bad things start to happen.

I wonder, why people condemned me.

I guess i should say, "Why Bother?"

Fuck, it can't be helped.

Than fucking conservative mindset people get fucked off from my life.

Pretend you never know me.

Fuckkkkkkkkkk You.

All Good Things Come To An End

2010-09-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

FUCKING WORLD CRUMBLING DOWN.

PLEASE STOP TALKING. URGH.

FML MAXIMUM.

I WANT TO DIE. FUCK.

Caught Up In The Maze.

2010-09-18T05:28:00.000+08:00

I feel like I'm wearing a mask to wherever i go.

& it sucks.

But how could i ever change the facts that: No one understands me & well, I'm gonna face a drastic change in my life?

Lol, What Can I SAY.

Nevertheless I Don't Care.

I'm so damn SICK & TIRED of all those nonsense.

I might as well go on a vacation to hell.

Oh well, Fml. Urgh, just how much i wish i could live carefree.

Without the burdens.

Without Care.

Without Love.

Without Everything.

Condemnation is not a sad thing, it's just something for ourselves to walk on our own two feets.

oh god, please give me a illness that kills me peacefully which can never be cure &

VaCaTiOn tO HeLlz is waiting for me.

I'm already getting tired of things so much.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

Please, find a Chloe Chua Xiao Xuan's Real Idenity Out & Take My Place Now.

I'm Fucking Tired From All This Nin Nia Eh Problems.

sofuckyounightkbyebye.

Lefted.

2010-09-10T12:31:00.000+08:00

Hah, Will All My Friends Leave Me?
idcidcidcidc.
I-Don't-Care.
idon'tfuckingcare.
idon'tgiveafuckkkk.

Everything's Out Of Place.

2010-09-09T03:43:00.001+08:00

It's been so horrible for me nowadays.

It's just a fever dream replaying all over again.

it's so sad that i can't trust more then 5 people around me.

it's so sad that when i reminisce what we used to do, have fun and talked about.

there's just so much to think of.

but at the same time it makes no sense to reminisce so much from the past.

i guess sometimes friends are just to come and go )':

i used to think alot about her, let's name her victoria.

we've been so long together and spend years together but we just seems to fall.

i guess i came and gone.

or rather she came and gone.

Urgh, forget it.

But there's someone i would still hold on forever, waiting for a time to see her, hug her and kiss her, like i never did & probably for the last time.

Sometimes the hardest thing for me to do is to trust someone.

someone who is my friend.

even if that someone could be trust, can she be sure herself?

It's like a challenging mind game, that i could never win.

Sigh, True Friends Are Hard To Come By!

?

2010-09-05T02:43:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm here to tell you that i'm half dead as i don't have so much interest as i used to have, & i don't know what to say so, i'm as good as MIA.

i just don't have anything much to say...
...
oh ya, today sit mrt got one bangala very prev then blow flying kiss to me.
i fucking sot.
okay,
bye.

Stronger Than Ever

2010-09-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hi people out there,

Life's horrible now that things just changed alot for me & it gets tougher for the things i want to achieve.
But nevertheless i still have my Darling, Mummy, Sisters hanging up life for me so i won't get such a headache that could kill.
i just keep getting distracted when my mind tells me to blog and i just don't have that strong will to blog.
probably i think i have too much to say that i don't intend to blog it because it'll be endless or i'm just plain lazy.
i moved into a crappy apartment & it sucks to live in there.
but i need to hang on until i get a settled place which idon'tknow maybe i'm gonna stay here forfucking a year?
oh, the agony.
and going to school on time will never be a dream come true since i have insomnia in the night and i need travelling time to reach my school. but it's like so far.
how i wish i could move into my school's sick bay! haha, and just got the room for myself (:
it's so getting late & i'm staring to feel tired.
i'm going to catch some sleep (:
Are You?

(this was my don't know 856217988521 days ago post.) -.-

2010-08-24T19:15:00.001+08:00

& NOBODY EVER UNDERSTANDS ME.

NOT MY BROTHER NOR MY MOTHER.

NO ONE.

Bitch,

2010-08-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

HEY MOTHERFUCKER.

MY FATHER'S DEATH WAS SUICIDAL NOT MY CAUSE.

DON'T MALIGN ME FOR HIS DEATH.

IF YOU'RE SAYING HIS DEATH IS MY CAUSE,

I'LL SAY MY WHOLE LIFE IS RUINED BY YOU.

& FUCK YOU, ALL YOU CARE IS MONEY.

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW.

& YOU JUST FUCKING HELL SCREW MY LIFE EVERYDAY.

FUCKING BITCH I DON'T KNOW WHY ARE YOU SO VIOLENT.

AND I TOLERATE YOU AND FUCK YOU GET MORE AND MORE DARING HUH.

FUCK YOU.

AND FROM TODAY ONWARDS I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU!

HELL CARES WHATS YOUR LIFE GONNA BE AND YOUR FEELINGS.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK YOU.

Hatred.

2010-08-22T02:41:00.000+08:00

No.

Nonononono.

Just ♥ remind me about it.

I SERIOUSLY CANNOT STAND IT!

OHSERIOUSLYZXCFUCKIT.

HEY YOU ~~CAICAICAI.~~

FUCKYOU! I JUST FUCKING HATE YOU!

GET OUT OF MY FUCKEN LIFE OKAY!

BYE!

2010-08-20T04:44:00.000+08:00

People Have No Comments About My Life.
Great. 170th Post ♥

-

2010-08-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

Never Expect A Person To Treat You Well When He/She Ain't Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend.

Don't Ask For Much When You're The One Asking For Help.

Never To Trust A Friend/Sister When They Betrayed You Before.

Never Believe A Guy's Promise When It's Too Early To Say So.

Never Put High Hopes On Something That Doesn't Depend On You.

Don't Try To Pull Tricks Because It'll Backfire.

Never Take The Good Things For Granted.

Never Never Ever Trust Someone You Knew Not Longer Than A Year.

Yes,

sothat'swhatslifehaveinforyoutoavoid.

Malign.

2010-08-17T00:52:00.000+08:00

Today was seriously to be a happy day but...

Sigh.

I'm supposed that i'm free to express my feelings here?

Since i'm not naming and i never will?

If you're goddamn holy thinkin' i'm saying about you,

I've to say you're doing smth behind my back? Lol.

Firstly, What my dearest have said is for your own good.

& you seriously maligned me.

I've treated you like a friend from the start & hold totally no grudge against you.

But your actions DOUBT MY IMPRESSION OF YOU.

& please do not hurt my Dearest feelings when you're the one bitching around?

OhSoSorry.

Your blah blah blah is so GODDAMN CHILDISH!

Serious!

I feel like going back to elementary school when i read your message.

I was like:"HA-HA-HA, WHAT A JOKE."

Okay, & Your message totally MAKES NO SENSE.

I COULD NOT STOP BUT TO LAUGH!

& you, yourself is the one making yourself living such a miserable life!

When you hurt my Dearest's feelings, spoiled the whole day and just fucking make my blood boil

I TOLERATE.

Just for Dearest.

I don't want to cause so much stress and hurt to Dearest.

& Whatever's is totally CLEARED.

WE'RE QUITS. GET IT BITCH?

So don't come bitchy around anymore okay?

Oh Goddamn Thank You & Stop Malign Me & Stop Hurting My Xiao Ke Ai ♥

!

2010-08-16T02:59:00.002+08:00

BETTER STOP READING ALL THOSE LONG LONG TIME AGO POSTS!

Day By Day

2010-08-16T02:38:00.000+08:00

I start to wonder, how will it be like when day by day, weeks, months, and finally years passes by, how will we all be like?

Will we all pretend we don't know each other then will we all slowly forget?

Forget all we used to be in those beautiful days?

What's Forever Is Always Memories.

Apple !

2010-08-13T00:32:00.001+08:00

Heyheyheyhey!

I have something to share with all of you!

It's......

ADDICTIVE!!

STRONG!!

NICE!!

IRRESISTIBLE!!

WORTHY!! AFFORDABLE!!

It's!!!!

The Apple Earphone !!

WEE WU WEET! NICE RIGHT? :D

But the one i buy is without the mic (:

Retailing @ $48 but i've got a much much better price!

&&& It's quality is DAMN MAD NICE!

Really! No Joke!

&&&& This is my BOSS! HAHAHA :D

Kenrick Ho (:

& This is his Blogshop!!

Kenrick's BlogShop (:

& Trust me! He is friendly and you will find his service at the rating of 10/10 !! (:

& of course, his goods are sure for the go man!
Mad good quality (:

And of course anything you're unsure with do ask me or him ! (:

-(Oei Kenrick i good right, help you advertise a bit :D )
(next time i buy give discount okay! Haaaaa)

*AHEM*

As i was saying....

Do check out his blogspot for all those nice pretty stuffs man !

Come i show you some! (:

THIS IS SO CUTE OMG LOL.!!

SEE SEE SEE!!?!

Nice right?

Tempted to go and take a look right?

JUST WHACK ONLY!

AIZAI! :D

Here's His BlogShop!!

BLOGSHOPPPP! :D

FACEBOOK HIM!

FACEBOOK!!

Okay! I'll help with the Ads when i've got an better idea of what to post! HAAAHAHA.

GOODNIGHT&THEBYE! ♥

Mia ?

2010-08-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

Once Upon A Time.

So sorry for not updating frequently, i was so lazy, tired & i have nothing to say about! LOL

okay i do, <:

I LOVE YOU DARLING! (:

&...

i dreamed about her, ):

i miss you, )):

Zzz.

imy.

Flew To Heaven

2010-08-06T11:54:00.000+08:00

Chloe flew to heaven! ._.

RIP ):

(oh she's just sick.)

Lucky.

2010-08-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

YOU CANNOT BELIEVE IT!

I FOUND MY WALLET!

Well, tomorrow we'll see if we could get it :)

♥

Unlucky.

2010-08-04T00:42:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY WALLET TODAY! D:

Clearer Vision

2010-08-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yeah and i'm so damn sure that no one could ever handle that other then him.
ILOVEYOU!
Mwuarks,

Love My Darling Fishing Much ;)

Racist Me

2010-08-02T00:11:00.001+08:00

WTF!
Let me tell you what happened to me when i was going home.
I took the bus 180 home and the bus was quite empty.
okay nevermind that, that ain't the main point.
THE MAIN POINT IS...
i sat behind and a sickening bangala sat INFRONT of ME.
yeah.
And you know wtf he did?
He kaysiao kaysiao look behind (where i'm sitting) BIO AT ME (peeking at me).
Chaocheeeeeeeebong.
I was very very very IRRITATED by his action and finally i cannot take it i simply leave my seat and when to sit infront.
you know those very long vehicle bus with two exiting doors?
i sat beside the second exiting bus where i can avoid seeing that prevent who really makes me mad.
and unfortunately the bus 180 passes a 'bangala area' which all the fuckens lives there.
and well, very unfortunate of me to sit in a bus filled with those fuck heads in the morning because i need that bus to go to school. -.-
and well, back to what happen, after him alighting i just keep staring at him trying to tell him:

Lao niang not nice to play with okay. Fuck you.
better watch out you fucken bangala.
-.-

okay then he did something thats fucking irritating TO THE MAX.
he just stand there looking at me and suddenly...

SHOWED ME A FUCKFACE LIKE STICKING OUT HIS FUCKING BLACK TONGUE.

and i saw it.
i was FUCKEN IRRITATED.
guess what did i do?

YES.

THAT IS WHAT I DONE.

and well, out of a sudden i saw i cockroach then i siam the cockroach and i just simply ignored that fucken bangala and the bus just start to go off.

at the back of my head i was thinking....

Wa, idk i like that whats the reaction when the people behind saw this.

LOL.

never mind that.

then finally i reached my area and i just feel like...

WTF! i should have scold him and do something nastier!

but...

ohwell,

spoil image ma.

HAHAHA.

and girls, ladies, chiobu out there,

when you're sitting on a bus alone, and this happens to you,

NEVER EVER BE AFRAID AND JUST SHOW THAT PERVERT YOU'RE NOT NICE WITH MESS WITH.

HAHAHAA.

Cherio! Hope you like this post.

Boliao -.-

2010-07-31T02:10:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihihihihihihiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. I love my boyfriend (: byebyebyebyebye. (:

Recovery

2010-07-30T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hi Sweets,

My Flu is gone and I'm going to meet my Darling !

Luvs.

Conspiracy within

2010-07-29T22:40:00.001+08:00

Hi~ (:

Some good and bad news to share.

Well...

I'll share the bad one first, my jiejie go in le T.T

hais, miss her to the max!

but fret not! it's only for 5 months :D

I will wait for her no matter whatz!

I'm trying to keep myself being happy because i know i will miss my SIAOCHARBOR like mad de (:

yeah and so as Ahlong, but his sentence longer ):

but as i said! we all will be together like last time!

so happy de! (:

and happier, (:

okay i don't wanna say liao T.T

later i will kisiao. :S

& as for the good news...

hehez~.

I'm Attached!

To? :x

For You To Find Out! :D

okay la, he's my xiao ke ai! :D

my very very very cute de xiao ke ai. ;)

CheeKeong! hahahahas ♥

Okay~ i need some rest as i'm still sick ):

so~! Adious.

I Love My Darling, NekoNeko JieJie ! ♥♥♥

Love in my lyrics

2010-07-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hello darlings, I'm having a sick life now so i may not update so much since i have nothing to update. LOL!

okay, catch me at facebook. :D

------------>

Lovelove, baibai.

Be kind and click my nuffnangzxc okay.

then lovelovelove you.

bai~

Falling into the sky.

2010-07-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

Sigh, I'm SICK! ):

Horrible feeling, but at least i don't have to go schoooool tmr :D

heiheihei.

i need to rest abit liao.

click my nuffnung leh.

thanks cute.

baibai :D
LoveLoveyouyouyou.
NO! KIDDING! :D

Lady Gaga.

2010-07-25T05:39:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey, you all think she go amputate her leg for fashion right!

COCK LA!

this, you believe. -.-

Aiya actually........

IS FAKE DE LA! -.-

Neh, see...

if you tell me she tok diao her leg still can dance until likdat i bo wei gong.

Does this clear all your misunderstanding?

LOL

Tadas! ♥♥♥

The Velvet Carpet.

2010-07-24T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hi darlings,

I am going out now.
LOL

Satisfaction

2010-07-22T17:52:00.001+08:00

Ha!~
finally do the blog the way i like it. :D

z.

2010-07-22T17:40:00.004+08:00

how come all i post one white colour? :(
i put black liao lehhh. :(

Everything Is So Wrong.

2010-07-22T16:18:00.028+08:00

The last time i met YTX and that irritating bastard @ bugis.

Zz, Hello people.

Sorry for not attending school today x.x

My eye seriously hurts.

I don't know what happened anyway! wtf -.-

Sigh, afew things i need to stress about.

My studies are like CUI. VERY CUI.

And i have to complete so many piled up work. -.- OMG.

but, haha, that only happens when i don't do my hw on time :x

heee.

was lazy about it but then i've got a feeling to do it today but i wanna go bugis today too ):

HAHAHA.

i want to buy a school bag! :(

it look like square square small small but can put a lot of things inside one :D

always take shopping bag to school until sian. LOL.

and it hurts my shoulder.

soooo. I NEED TO BUY IT! HAHAHAHAHHA.

and i'm going to remove the tagboard liao.

cb put there bo lang tag one, ki si la. -.-

i rather you all click my nuff nang whole day. HAHAHAHA.

so tired la ):

shagged.

now only wait for sky to fall down only. tamade.

and today's weather not for human one lor!

wtf so cold, make me ah chiu ah chiu whole day.

i wanna kisiao liao. -.-

okay, i need to feed my game addictions liao.

I WILL DO MY HOMEWORK LATER LA.

Okay byebye.

AH YES!

click my nuffnang okay!

then you will have goodluck one. HAHA *like real.

But click it la please.

okay byebyebye.

now really bye liao.

BYE!

!

2010-07-21T22:10:00.003+08:00

Never gonna wake up VNJM.

Go & think about it fucken bitch. _I_

Gone.

2010-07-21T16:45:00.001+08:00

I've never thought that out sister-ship will break so damn easily.

Yeah, my goddamn naive thinking.

Forget about the promises you've made.

and just rewind how happy we were.

you want to go clubbing, just go.

i did not object neither do i have the rights,

i won't stop you for doing the things you like but sis,

when you clubbing until sian i confirm you will regret.

Don't say that i did not stop you or what.

is you choose de i cannot do anything.

so all the best huh! ;)

-VNJM.

Today.

2010-07-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today is sooo bored!

Today is the start of the course.

for kids like us having problems, LOL.

In today, well the good thing that about the course is that it let me skip my chinese for one period!

Hate Mdm Tan.

she dislikes me!

pian jian.

& she just likes to shout and shout and shout non-stop.

keep shouting like yesterday dinner eat loudspeaker like that.

hate her ttm la.

i only draw on my hand and leg she kpkb -.-

shoutings*

like wtf la. -.-

heng 12:30 liao go course :D

saved you mei you! :D *

Nowadays have nothing better to do then jiu shi in sch slack, talk cock, listen what the teacher says, out, slack, home, lappy. -.-

really really have nothing better to do.

-.-

okay i want to go play my hello kitty liao,

even though is goddamn boring but that's only what i have. :(

Tatas!~

Lost in a song.

2010-07-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hi, feel like blogging all of a sudden at this unearthly hour.

i guess i won't be catching any sleep...

Things are justing starting to change, i wonder how my life will be like when the time comes.

i just kinda got lost, in a song.

i thought i just could fake a smile everyday and live on not having to think too much.

but it's just too hard i guess.

i don't know how am i going to make it through.

i thought i can just go on like this alone and just be like everyone having the best time of their lives but it seems like it's getting harder and harder each time...

should i just be a witch and turn everybody out of my life?

would i be happier?

i guess i would.

because of so many things happening and i just cannot let go so easily.

i can't trust anyone.

they just walk and turn around when they see me.

i wonder why did i get so sad about it.

like as if i'm turning into someone else.

someone else that accepts no one in her life.

i feel so betrayed.

i guess i really really cannot trust anyone.

it's just my bad, really.

i wonder how would it be like to live in my own world.

and no one else just comes near to me.

because i led to many hope down.

led to many heartbreaks.

i wonder why is my life so hard since i was young?

i really really envy my friends having such a sweet family.

yeah, it may just be like parents controlling, nagging, scolding...

but they did so because they care.

they don't want their own kids to regret if they've done the wrong decision and chose the wrong path to walk into.

just how i wished my dad understands me.

and love me a lot.

but i guess it's never gonna happen because he's gone already.

never coming back.

i guess my next time seeing him is my next life.

=) wait for me dad. i love you still.

mum, i disappointed you.

i really did.

for not having to be mature enough to think.

i'm sorry.

for making you cry each time when i hurt myself.

i know you don't show it but i know deep down inside your heart you felt so hurt, like me.

sorry for always having a attitude hanging on me.

made you angry and shout all the time.

not being able to let you live a easy life.

i know, you keep working hard for my studies, hoping me to climb up the stairs towards success.

thank you mum,

i just hope that everything goes fine and i can stop being such a. Hater.

(!)

2010-07-17T02:16:00.000+08:00

Click my adverts leh, don't be sucha meanie :D

Get More Customers, Get More Income!!!

With no day-to-day stream of customers you cannot have reliable around the clock revenue.

It's not possible to get revenue if no one comes to your web-site. You need customers
to see your business, every day, 24 hours!

Our company helps more than 30,000 customers get more visitors online.

You can get more revenue by receiving thousands of real interested visitors to see your products.

More Customers...

Advertise to over 10 million customers across the globe.

We advertise your business in international network of partners webpages,
each with own narrow points of interests.

Our company gives you innovative advertising strategies that helps your company profitable online.

We will give you real and visible results and take your website to the next level.

Promote to Over 10 Million individuals Now...

Millions of Shoppers

Reach millions of customers searching for products and services.

Our auditory is day by day growing and now it's over 25 million new customers every month.
We send traffic from trusted American and worldwide promotion sites, which bring potential
customers from North America, Western Europe and upcoming markets.

Get More Traffic, Get More Visitors...

2010-07-14T19:39:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for all the mistakes i've done.

Nothing just lasts forever.

The Last String That Is Attached To Your Heart With Mine ♥

2010-07-14T14:46:00.001+08:00

This is my nine years of sister, craziest of them all.

And one of the best. ♥

& this is Neko Jiejie. She have been always accompanying me when i'm sad or down.

She is the best too. I love her. ♥

Tonight.

2010-07-14T02:23:00.001+08:00

Sigh, things just start to turn to a bad side.

Everything's gone now.

Nothing is there for me anymore.

What's left was just a Joke. A painful memory to remember and to live with.

No one stayed with me throughout.

I just know that loneliness hung around me, but it felt like it lasted for almost the whole time of my life.

But it just won't go away.

Take me into the darkness,

And just left me alone in there.

It feels just as terrible as when you wanna cry you just can't.

It feels like, everyone is laughing at you.

No one is being here for you.

Everybody just starts to walk off from here.

Nobody can be there forever.

"People Just Come And Go, Isn't It?"

So sad to say but it's true.

will never believe whats love, and what it has in stall for me.

It's a waste of time.

I'm just a difficult puzzle to solve & i just can't let people in and out.

So it's just me and myself with I.

Nothing is too hard to achieve,

Why not try death for a second? :)

Or get into imh just to play?

It's just too sad but that's it.

It's all a distant dream...

Goodbye. To the love of my loved ones, Jie, Nette and Ma.

2010-07-11T07:09:00.000+08:00

what the heck.

I was only checking my nuffnang and the weird just happened. -.-

Changed.

2010-07-11T06:45:00.002+08:00

Everything and everyone just changed.

No longer same.

i guess i have to accept the fact that people change like the climate on earth.

sigh. to my nine years of sister, really, if you still want to call me as 'sister' please go and think about how i feel.

i know how you felt, depressed, lost, heart broken. but did i ever leave you to die?

i never will. and never be sucha bitch to let you die alone.

but you just break my promise like nothing's happening.

yeah i guess that you have forgotten me.

Thats just so heart-hurting.

Trance ♥

2010-07-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

Trance ♥
Hey, Thought of Sharing this! Love this !